Seven days!!! And not a ray of Sun, What all I had did not matter. Every ounce of me longed for one ray of it. And now, when it finally brightens the sky, my heart skips a beat. It hurts to see all the snow fall off the leaves. How can I have both? How can I have it all? Yet it seems only that will make me happy. The seasons happen. In time. Every year. How much I want a season to last? Every single time. How much resistance I have to face something new? Yet it happens. The Sky clearing out I stood my ground to take it all in. I just was. Tried to grasp the world through my senses. For a moment, I was glad I had my camera, then, alas! what camera can see that my eyes do? O Elusive mind, what are you? When did you start ruling me? How did I succumb to you? Are you separate from me? Who am I?